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i'm so tired but i can't sleep
standin' on the edge of something much too deep
it's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
we are screaming inside, but we can't be heard.

things have taken a very unexpected turn.
i hate it when people simply just jump to conclusions
and make assumptions about each and every single thing.

i'm just sick and tired of everything.
i need a break.
we both need one.
for the moment.

posted by stacey @ Monday, January 31, 2005 0 Comments

just something for my shakeit!
http://theshakeits-.blogspot.com
(CLICK!)


iloveyou shakeit!
i hope you like it cos
i did it by myself ! :D

posted by stacey @ Sunday, January 30, 2005 0 Comments

just came back from
ijband concert not long ago.


friendships?
at a certain point
it starts to drift.
both gets further
away from each other
and starts not under-
standing the opposite.

i hardly get to see
them now, and when i
do get to see them.
it just feels weird.
like i dont know them
anymore. like.. we've
drifted so much away
from each other.
what's happening?

on the way back with sherry just now,
thought about so many things
of all the past and all.
3 good years with shakeit.
1 year with DOTT.. etc.

i really miss them alot.
but i dont know whats
going on with them,
and hows everything like.
i dont even understand them
anymore.

the more i thought about it,
i couldnt help it but start to cry
and question myself why this had to happen.
i just didnt know what was wrong.
argh.


just wanna tell you;
i was not angry due to
the photo thing! DO
NOT get the wrong idea.

i was upset; NOT
angry or anything.
yupp.

i'm just at a loss.
we're drifting.

i feel like..
i have no-one now.
NO-ONE.

sorry.
i really have
no mood for
anything.

posted by stacey @ Sunday, January 30, 2005 0 Comments

MY HOTTIE!
jersey 3; Adrian Majstrovich :D
perth wildcats!

anyone dunno what i'm talking about?
refer to entry before this!
hahahahh! night!

HOTT HOTTIE HOTT HOTTT! (:

posted by stacey @ Saturday, January 29, 2005 0 Comments

just came back from the
competition not long ago.

it was SUPER DUPER GOOD!
AND EXCITINGGG!!! :D
maryanne, sarah, seashaa's sis and i
were screaming like mad for the
PERTH WILDCATS! (:
until we were all out of
voices! hah! JOKES!

calli and i were also going CRAZY
over our favourites; our HOTTIES!
calli's is jersey number 2 from perth wildcats!

mine's jersey number 3 from perth wildcats!
OMG! HE IS SUPER HOT AND CUTE!
GOT HIM TO SIGN MY POSTER FOR ME!
AH! MY NUMBER ONE HOTTIE PLEASE! (:
NOT FORGETTING, HE CAN PLAY REALLY REALLY
WELL! :D WHEEE! HOTT HOTTIE HOTT HOTT!
HAVE HIS PICTURES ALL OVER MY PHONE :D
OOOH.. AND I SHOOK HIS HAND AT THE END
OF THE GAME, AND TOLD HIM HE PLAYED REALLY WELL!
HAHAHHAHA! HE IS SUCH A HOTTIE PLEASE! MY HOTTIE!
JERSEY 3; ADRIAN MAJSTROVICH!

so gonna stick this poster up on my wall! ha.


and so..
on the ticket,
it was stated to be seated by 5.30
met jo at serangoon control station at 5.26
hurried down to plaza sing to meet
angeline, kim, sarah, maryanne and calli
before cabbing down to the indoor stadium!

went there,
most of my fellow ijbasketballers
were already there with mr tan, my coach.
singapore was playing against malaysia.
the match ended about 7.30+
singapore won!

then later, the most exciting part!
PERTH WILDCATS vrs SYDNEY KINGS!
started around 8.15
maryanne and i couldnt
make it to CL!
wildcats did well;
just that at the last
minute, the kings kept
shooting three pointers.
damn they lost by a few!
):

maryanne, sarah, seashaa's sis
and i were super sad please!
hahahah! but we had fun screaming
for them, especially for my HOTTIE! (:

after everything (about 11)
anastasia's mom feteched a total of
about 18 basketballers
including me, to orchard
mrt to take the train.
HAHAHAH! super squashed
but FUN i tell you! (:
followed maryanne home later on.


ALL IN ALL;
IT WAS GOOOD! :D
HOTTIE HOTTIE HOTT HOTTT!

(:

posted by stacey @ Saturday, January 29, 2005 0 Comments

basketballers got free tickets
for the basketball competition
the perth wildcats!
at the indoor stadium later.

YAY :D
ijbasketballers rock please!

posted by stacey @ Friday, January 28, 2005 0 Comments

yay! :D
created this new skin; nice?
any comments or links,
on my tagboard please!

anyway!
SISTER; priscilla! and ALL
who contibuted for my bday
present (the converse shoe!)
THANKS YAWL! really appreciate it!
and so..

i have a new converse shoe now! (:


and lydia!
thanks for baking me one whole
cakesize of brownie for my bday too!
wonder what i'm gonna do with the
rest of it though (half was shared
with my classmates in class! and then
we all became hyper! HAHAHAH!)

i'm so touched!
my birthday's alr over,
yet i am still receiving presents! hah.


anyway!
basketball competition today.
man, it was such a close fight.
stc vrs chijtp.
we won! 24 - 19
told you it was a
close fight! ha.

julie and i (sweet sixteenth party!)

pictures of the party
will be out soon!
too lazy to upload! HA.

audrey ho!
i read anastasia's blog!
how in the world did you break
the saw during DNT! its a saw
mind you?! hahah. power la you.
ALL THE JOKES PLEASE.

retard.

posted by stacey @ Thursday, January 27, 2005 0 Comments

todays assembly period
in sch was awesome!
some drummers from the
genius world record or
something like that!
they are SUPER SUPER GOOD :D
after everything,
they asked for volunteers
to go up to give it a try.
went up with claire chua,
sonia and seasha (btw i had
to pull her along! ha, jokes!)
so much fun playing the drums
please! :D

posted by stacey @ Wednesday, January 26, 2005 0 Comments

walked to the interchange
with audrey after school.
talking a whole lot of
rubbish, until we reached
the interchange and
coincidentally met
DEBBIE!

she came to toa payoh
to fix her phone. so
audrey and i decided to
be nice and follow her
to nokia care centre,
since she didnt know much
about toa payoh area. ha!
but we realised that it
was closed down! JOKES.
so walked back to the inter-
change, and to the foodcourt
where we had lunch.

audrey left first for home.
then, i accompanied bee to whee-
lock's nokia care centre.
while waiting to get attended to,
i was studying for tmr's ss test
and bee was reading her lit bk.
after that, tried finding
our way out of borders.
hahah! oh! saw robin leong.
then took mrt to yio chu kang,
and bee's mom fetched us from there.

LOVE YOU DEBBIE! :D
will pass you your present
during CL on friday.

posted by stacey @ Tuesday, January 25, 2005 0 Comments

about another one hour
and fifteen minutes to go
before its no longer my bday! ):
bleah.

posted by stacey @ Sunday, January 23, 2005 0 Comments

hey yawl!
thanks for all your birthday wishes :D
really appreciated it!
(:

sweet sixteenth!
turned out much better than
i expected it to be, honestly.
had steamboat with my family.
was really filling, not to forget
my mom made my bday cake.

oh ya forgot to add!
i'll be getting a new guitar!
YES YES YESS!
YAYYY! :D
hahah!


anyways!
yes audrey! smart.
tell my sisters not to tell me abt it,
but you were the one who ended up telling me.
hahah. jokes jokes.
ALL THE JOKES!

posted by stacey @ Sunday, January 23, 2005 0 Comments

grandma's death anniversary.

how fast time flies.
eleven years have yet passed.
went to the church of risen christ
for mass with my aunty.
thought about grandma
and the both of us started crying.

i was only five then.
a few weeks before my birthday.
she'd promised me a bday party
at macdonalds. she did all the
inviting already, and was teaching
me how to blow off the candles,
using long beans and stuff.
but just two days before my birthday,
she passed away!

i can still remember my aunties
coming in a taxi to fetch me
in between school,and rushing off
to the hospital, where the doctor
announced that she'd died.
i can still remember myself
sitting in the hospital with godma
when the nurses and staff rolled
grandma's body past me.

no party for me.
just spent my birthday at the wake.
i still remember going to her coffin
asking her for a cake, and over to my
dad where i told him grandma said i
could have one!

well.
i never ever had a party,
until recently this year.
i hate it when my birthday
comes, cos it never fails to
remind me of her.

whenever i see candles being blown
or especially when i'm the one blowing
the candles, i never fail to remember her.

i really do miss her ALOT.

posted by stacey @ Friday, January 21, 2005 0 Comments

happy sweet sixteenth debbie! :D
SEEE! luckily i wished you at 11.05pm in advance
last night in case i couldnt stay up til midnight
to wish you as i was super duper tired. anyway!
hoped you had a good one!

i still am super super tired please! ):
feeling totally lethargic this whole week.
guess its due to the busy scheledule i have!
trainings, school and stuff.

basketball competitions starting!
on the 27th of jan, and thats like..
NEXT WEEK!

bleah.
i'm tired.

posted by stacey @ Wednesday, January 19, 2005 0 Comments

birthday party!
thanks to all those who came,
and made it such a happening one.
had about quarter the cake
that shakeit all bought
smashed on my face!
and.. sheila and carrie
pouring coke and f&n grape
all over me! hahahah!
clarabelle clemant and all
pushing me into the pool.
HAHAH! super duper fun please.
thanks for all the presents too!
indeed, a sweet sixteenth i had! :D

anyway!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIE!
hoped you liked the present! :D
mwah.

was such a long time
since i last played
bball with cl
so decided to play bball
with them at selaseh.
cl vrs altar boys!
super duper tired please.
like.. so many people on court.
later, played pool with kenny,
daphne, justin, darren, maryanne
and nicholas.

too tired to blog anymore.
theres school tmr!

posted by stacey @ Sunday, January 16, 2005 0 Comments

it feels good to know my
work SO much better, but
whenever i'm reminded of
it and of course, of all
the good experiences with
6/7`04, tears never seem
to come my way!

i miss 6/7`o4 just TOO much.
its too unbearable for me to take.
WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN?
argh.

posted by stacey @ Wednesday, January 12, 2005 0 Comments